Idiocy, plain idiocy.

I let myself fall back in. Awesome. Just fucking awesome. Whoop de fucking doo.

You see, I thought I was fine. God damned fine! And then you come in, and you know what you do? You fucking make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me feel good about myself. Well, shit. This is not what I need.

And everytime I think about it, my fucking stomach clenches. In the best worst way.

And I was so fucking happy. Riding on that old happiness. I thought maybe. Just maybe. But no. I don't even know. Ah fuck.

Fuckedy fuck fuck.

Effy I need you.